morning till 6plus i was in a veri gd mood , bt when i reached hm . its really upsetting to see my family sitting outside the living hving fun and laughings without me . daddy suspect i was involved in gangs and he said this to me . next time aniting happen to you you dun come and find me & look for help . its seriously upsetting .i didnt involve in ani gngs . its just fwens . why u hv to suspect me all the time ? i didnt go smoke or watever and u went listen to fwens tt he/she saw me smoking . its lyke WTF ! i didnt do aniting and u dont believe me . i was wondering am i ur daughter ? that time my big aunt say i veri pretty & i've grow taller den she say i was nt born by them bt collected from rubbish bin , i was wondering , is it real ? u dont even give me a damn mayb i was rongg , i should nt blame on u daddy . apologise if i make u angry . ); ending here . wondering tmr i go back twps gt mood a nt .